As I wrote in an old post, I will be working on summer at Fk mode, a clothes shop here in Arvika.
I was suppose to start working in the end of June ,but yesterday I got a new job schedule...I will start on the 2nd of June.
I planned to go to Italy by myself for a week before I start working...so the trip will probably be after the next week-end. First I want to celebrate the 5th anniversary and Micke´s birthday.
It will be the first time I will go away without the children...I feel a little anxious leaving them. But I think it will be good for Luna, Devin and Micke to spend time with each other. It´s going to be a challenge for Micke though. It´s not that simple taking care of 2 children. Probably he will realize that it´s a hard work.
And I think I need some time for myself...It´s been nerv wrecking sometimes and stressfull just being home taking care of the children and feeling lonely.
I feel that I need some ´time off´...think about something else...and I think I am going to feel better when I come back and knowing that I have a job!
Is that selfish of me?!
( december 2008)

No, that is NOT selfish of you! You´ll need that or you´ll end up getting burnt out. Go for it and have fun!
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